again i write
i’m bored i guess
oh well…
nevermind
199803030719
Oct 122009
speckles
pieces of sin
lying on everything
like blood on a fresh corpse
everywhere it goes
it leaves its mark
everything it touches
feels its presence
199802
Oct 122009
sin
burns like fire
consume, destroy
we
cannot control
all that we are
God
can save
if we give Him a chance
free will
He gave us
we use it the wrong way
in the end
we all die
and few realize that
death
is our only salvation
from this life of
sin
199802251002
Oct 122009
"love...emotion...feeling"
joy they bring
much pleasure
companionship
along the way
comes
pain
sorrow
death
God can save
people die
Jesus comforts
people kill
God cries
why can't we all get along?
war
no reason
slowly
some work back
to normalcy
to peace
faith in God
will save
199802251100
Oct 122009
love
where is it
for me
not here
once
i had it
now
it’s lost
friends
love
people live
people leave
friends hope
people die
friends comfort
time heals
all wounds
or so i’m told
199802251055
Oct 122009
people sit
soon
they scurry around
in pointless lives
still
they don’t understand
why they are here
alone
they will never see
if they don’t open their eyes
afraid
they fear death
their only salvation
hoping
only faith
can save them now
this was one of my first exercises in people watching.
you never know where you will find inspiration
Oct 122009
faith stands
the body falls
flames consume
the body falls
Satan controls
the body falls
Jesus saves
the body falls
un-needed
faith stands
Oct 122009
the light shines from beneath my door
hidden from me forever-more
the light i’ve seen and even touched
once was true, it gained me much
the darkness floods and fills my life
it fills my world with pain, with strife
the darkness wins, the darkness rules
here on the earth, the darkness pools
it overflows, it kills, destroys
possession, lust, its bitter ploys
it rampant runs and lives possess
it makes a fucking awful mess
Oct 122009
I lie here now with eyes of glass
And watch events that come to pass
Far to my right a red light flickers
As on my left an small group bickers
They say it was an awful mess
Of what they speak I cannot guess
Above my head a twisted mass
Of burning metal in the grass
I overheard the medics state
We can’t save this one, it’s too late
It took a while for me to see
The one of which they spoke was me
This mess was no one’s fault at all
Another truth of alcohol
To pay his folly, I not he
Will soon just a statistic be
As darkness comes and takes me whole
Of all my thoughts I lose control
A woman comes and takes my hand
As I slip from this unfair land
She glances up and her eyes rise
As one man lives and one man dies
i don’t really know why i stated writing about alcohol and death. neither of my parents drink. i guess it’s just a deep subject, and that’s what i like to write about. i wrote this one down on paper a long time ago but lost it. it was the inspiration for “drink” which i am leaving forever unfinished. i just found the paper today. i hope you enjoy seeing my perspective on life through my writings. salute.
19989813Oct 122009
Dedicated
to
Dreams, Thoughts, and Aspirations
Love, Lust, and Hate
Joy and Depression
the driving forces
of
the human animal
and
to God
Who made all these things